CAUSAL COLLUSION
CAUSAL COLLUSION
~identifying self-sabotage
Whether your blockages are large or small, you exhibit a pattern of behavior that when studied, illuminates your role as life manager. Can you identify and separate external blockages from the deeply-rooted patterns that support Causal Collusion --all the ways in which you self-sabotage by contributing to failure?
Let us first be clear about Failure. We do not use this word-thought as an indicator of how the world discusses your behavior, but as a pattern of goal-setting without follow-through. Failure, as we mean it, is relinquishing both free will and will power in favor of creating blame.
If your Primary Agenda is to become a writer, you must write. You must do more than imagining you will write. You must make the time to write and have the discipline to do it. There will be many Secondary Agendas you must meet to support the Primary.
You cannot believe that someone else is holding your time hostage. You cannot wait for a particular physical environment or specific equipment. In the beginning, you may be unable to prioritize any specific resources, and you must continue anyway, whether that be writing by the poorest means in brief time windows, lacking any solitude or resources.
You must construct the necessary Secondary Agendas for reaching the Primary.
In Causal Collusion, you listen to the dark inner voice that gives limitless reasons for withdrawal, no-starts, and self-esteem poverty. You must not blame. Will other people require your time and energy? Yes. Could your Primary Agenda be difficult? Yes. But, if you have determined that your Primary Agenda is well suited to you and you desire it, you must release all blame.
Perhaps you give more time and energy to family, work or community than makes you happy. Do not blame. Seek solutions. Do not side with the discord. Do not say that you would make a fine writer, only if: others would allow it, your body and mind would allow it, your community would allow it, your talents would allow it. These ideas put you in Collusion with what you believe are Causes.
What is it you want? Is this the same as your Purpose?
Do your desire and your purpose work together, or are they at odds?
Today, study your primary desire. Compare this to your purpose. Make a list of all the reasons in which you are succeeding, and a list of all the reasons you fall short. In the list of shortcomings, do you see a pattern? Are you in Causal Collusion with factors you use as excuses? How can you be your own Highest supporter while engaged as your own saboteur?
Honesty is sometimes difficult, but Truth is the torch bearer. Look into your heart and mind and complete an inventory of how goes your building of the temple. What do you find?
You are surrounded by Love. Do not concern your self with the lesser things. Be in Collusion with what is High, what is best for Great All. Your journey may be difficult, but let it be True and Real. Let the temple you build be High and Shining.
Blessed Be This Day
This is a Direct Voice Communication from my Tribe, Spirit Elders who share their wisdoms with me from the other side of the veil.
Archives: 2020, May 14
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