WHAT WAS

October 18, 2023|2018, GRIEF, JOY, SORROW

AUGUST 7, 2018

There are rivers we must ford and mountains we must climb in order to experience Life as Whole. As up has its down, and backwards its forwards.  Life has Its opposites and complementaries, working together so that three dimensions, and more, can Be, a moving art evolving in cooperation, assuring that What Is remains vibrant.

What Was is the food for What Is. 

What Is becomes the food for What Will Be.

This is a natural order and imperative.  Your Life Pathway is singular only to the degree that your personal perception is singular.  Having traveled the same Life Path as you, another will experience different awarenesses and moments, different truths and proofs.

You are here, now, doing this. Allow this to be sufficient. Allow What Is to maintain Its mystery . . . for you cannot know the Mind of What Is . . . but you can experience the Movement of What Is, as It leads you from one place to another.

What is Love if it is not Infinite and Inclusive? Do you Love the ones who are distant from you in body or spirit, or do you let the ephemeral absence haunt the moments you have for joy? Joy will allow you to see the beauty of What Was while simultaneously experiencing the beauty of What Is and What Will Be. We cannot explain this with greater clarity.

While one may feel sorrow for What Was, you know that What Was also contained great joy.  No one, however beset, has ever lived a life completely devoid of joy.  Life without Joy is not possible. Joy and Sorrow are always intertwined . . . paired at birth . . . necessary to one another.

When your heart hurts, We feel the pain.  We want you to know that there is not a breath drawn We do not hear.  We are here, All Together.  Have faith in that.  Have faith that in time, you will understand what has caused you pain.

Until that time, and ever after, We are here with you.  We are part of your What Was, your What Is, and your What Will Be.  We know your heart, and it is precious to Us.  So, let your sorrow have its course. And when it is time, We will Sing together once more . . . and it will be Glorious.

Blessed Be This Day

This is a Direct Voice Communication from my Tribe, Spirit Elders who share their wisdoms with me from the other side of the veil.

     Archives: August 7, 2018

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THE NOCIFEROUS

2018, BROKEN HEART, PAIN, TRAGEDY

AUGUST 6, 2018

You were made, and continue to be remade, in the image of Great All, and are therefore a reflection and microcosm of All. This is fundamental.

However: the Nociferous influence of your world would have you believe that you are not important or even fated to be part of it. We cannot say what is your world, to you, but we can assure you that you have been fated to be part of it.

When you face disaster, improbable conditions, grief and loss, you believe that the Nociferous, the angry and ugly underpinnings of life, has sought you out. You believe that you have bad luck, or bad karma, or maybe that you deserve for bad things to happen to you. Maybe you allow Nociferous conditions to become the chip on your shoulder, or the sand in your craw.

Maybe you have faced a trauma that has so reworked you by unpinning your ego and your cosmology, you are still drifting.

Maybe you have forgotten Who you are and What you are. Maybe you have forgotten the power of Angels. Maybe you are now averse to Love.

What if we tell you that even the Nociferous has Love for you? That every single microbe in existence is dancing together, and that understanding does not increase Wisdom, but only increases knowledge? What if we tell you that you must embrace the darkness, and foster it, to grow something new from its nutrients? 

What if we tell you that these terrible things have come to feed you, to help you grow your garden?

If your heart is broken, and your vessel cracked wide, you may look inside. What see you there? What wriggling things have been hiding inside you? What has been aching for the advent of Light? What has the Nociferous broken open that would otherwise continue to mewl in the dark?

Look. See It. Listen. Hear It.

This is You, whole. All the aspects of You come together in the face of the Nociferous, the terrible, beautiful face of what brings tragedy . . . and what causes each fiber of you to stand and face What Is.

 It is the Song of ReMaking. It is the heart of The Heart.

Blessed Be This Day
This is a Direct Voice Communication from my Tribe, Spirit Elders who share their wisdoms with me from the other side of the veil.
    Archives:  August 6, 2018

For Reflection:  Focus on a terrible thing--a Nociferous thing--that came to visit you. What immediately shifted inside you? What shifted slowly, over time? What is still shifting from this same visit?

Who are you now? Who might you have been without this event?

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Tragedy touches the lives of most between birth and death. Do not doubt that this is sublime and sacred--and part of your journey. Even those who live in service--for instance, the person who communicates these words to you through her home language--has known tragedy. 

Having knowledge does not aid you in understanding what is too complex to know. Loss, death, and separation does not pass over Great All's servants, nor is it kinder or less challenging to deal with. Human grief, deep grief, such as the loss of a child, has aspects so entwined within Great All's Mystery, we cannot know Its heart, but only spend our time upon its rages, like flotsam that surfaces towards the sun only to cycle downward again.

Service and Growth do not "earn" you resistance to Life's hardships and tragedies. Extend Loving Service and Grow your Self/Selves anyway.

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STONEBREAKER

2017, ACCORD, CHALLENGE, CREATION

OCTOBER 9, 2017

Life may sometimes feel all uphill with striving—like rolling a slick rock up a mountain or chipping away at a stone that constantly defeats your Tools. You may believe that Karma has dealt you more than your neighbor: and maybe It has . . .

We each have an agenda for living This Life. Some have chosen more challenges than others. Some have decided that more challenges make for more growth. Some find themselves in whirlpools of personal energy that perpetually attracts detritus and woe. How do we break this cycle? How do we become Stonebreakers?

Look at Your Self. Look at Your Life. Do a bold and unvarnished inventory of what and who and why You Are. Name the Stones at which you chip away, piece by piece, and determine your success rate with carving those Stones into Your LifeArt.

Some begin with much larger, much harder Stones that defy change. If that is You, do not despair—but you must be steadfast in your work. You must apply the chisel and hammer with tireless courage and do your best to keep on point. Your entire Life will not be spent laboring, not if you can look at the big picture.

Your moments happen day-by-day, good and bad. Train your self to See them. Place your focus there, when they come, and allow your self to rest.

Most of all: do your best to understand why there are so many difficult Stones in your Life. What is it you need see to See, Feel, Learn, and Do? Chart your path. Determine what is helpful, and what is clutter. Do you best to streamline what happens around you. Look to respond rather than react.

This sounds like Platitude, but what is your Life if not a big, beautiful mathematical puzzle at which you work: creating, destroying, conversantly studying? To be a Stonebreaker, you must understand the Stone, your Tools, and the desired outcome. You may not emerge something from Stone that you cannot See.

Hold a picture in your mind of what you will Emerge from the Stones in your Life. Gather your Tools. Become a Stonebreaker who rather than Battling, Sings with Creation.

Blessed Be This Day

This is a Direct Voice Communication from my Tribe, Spirit Elders who share their wisdoms with me from the other side of the veil.

     Archives: October 9, 2017

For Discussion:  Examine the difficult stones in your Life. What are these stones attempting to teach you?

Looking at your Life as a mathematical puzzle, what can you understand in a new and different light about resolving today's difficulties to build a brighter tomorrow?

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RELINQUIM

2017, ORGANIZE, SURRENDER

OCTOBER 8, 2017

What you Relinquish, leave behind and cut away, remains suspended until such time as you release the energies back into The Void. Intact, these energies may be examined once again. Through growth and by comparison, you will determine why these energies were released, and once at Peace with your actions, they dissolve as you dissolve your ties to them.

This is the time where formal ceremony can be helpful. Cutting away that which no longer serves you is akin to cutting away diseased flesh. Whether the energies were young thought-forms, mis-applied Will, or false intention, a ceremony to celebrate their leaving both cleanses and helps to establish brighter, Higher energies.

What, as a child, did you Believe that you do not Believe now? Were you afraid of the dark? Are you now beyond that fear—or do you still quake when left alone in the nightfall? If darkness still frightens you, the energies of those fears are still intact, living between You, now, and the arbitration of their return to the void.

This cleansing may not happen in The Relinquim within your current Life. But . . . identifying the fear, and acting to release Your Self with ceremony and Will, you will shrink Fear’s sway over you. You will make lesser of your foe, and greater of Your Self.

In The Relinquim, what lives that you would leave behind . . . but have not? What influence has it in your current Life? What other energies is it attached to and entangled with? When you clean house you must do a thorough job of it. Spores, virus, and bacteria will propagate once again if not entirely abolished. The same is True with what should be released: you will find yourself returning to old patterns, moving circularly or retrograde.

What is stored in your personal Relinquim?

How does one clearly assess what is best done?

Find your center inside a quiet, expansive frame with no time constraints. Let your conscious mind inventory what is Present, and what is attached. Follow those long silver and gold cords to the points where they terminate. What inventories do you find? Why are they there? How do they speak to you?

Call forward one set of energies. Define It. Determine Its Power-Over. Seek the other energies with which the first is aligned. Understand Its Limbo. See Your Self cutting the ties to Self. Release the energies into The Void.

State aloud your intentions. Now call replacement energies from The Highest Source. Let the New Light burn brightly in You. Acknowledge the New Light and give thanks. Feel the cutting-away places in you Heal. Feel the Vessel of You grow with Its New Light.

Be you New. Be you more Harmonious.

Be you in Song, and of Song, that celebrates this cleansing.

You may write the names and description of the old energies on paper and burn them if you wish for a more physical, tangible cursor. You may do this at a waning moon if you choose. You may light candles, burn sacred herbs, and dress as an apostolate if it increases meaning for you.

In The Relinquim there is now one less set of energies that knows your name, that holds your old patterns, the sways your mind. One disruption at a time, clean your house. Let The Relinquim be a small and brief space for transmuting out-grown energies. 

Trade destructive energies for High. In the next occurrence that you enter The Relinquim you will find it diminished, and Your Self Enlarged.

Blessed Be This Day

This is a Direct Voice Communication from my Tribe, Spirit Elders who share their wisdoms with me from the other side of the veil.

     Archives: October 8, 2017

For Discussion:  In The Relinquim, what lives that you would leave behind . . . but have not? What influence has it in your current Life? What other energies is it attached to and entangled with? 

Find your center inside a quiet, expansive frame with no time constraints. Let your conscious mind inventory what is Present, and what is attached. Follow those long silver and gold cords to the points where they terminate. What inventories do you find? Why are they there? How do they speak to you?

Determine how you will proceed with cutting away these energies. (Follow the directions in the body of this Illumination.) Cleanse your house, body and mind and you cleanse your life.

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AS POWER MUST

2017, AUTHORITY, DIRECTION, POWER

OCTOBER 7 (II), 2017

Your Power is the accumulation of Trial and Conquest, met in many pieces and Times as you have encountered your world. It is the sonic resonance of understanding, compassion, and Wisdom. It is the burning infrastructure that beyond life-promotion and meta-biological growth, supports your curiosity and independent study. Without Personal Power there would be no Personal Will. Without access to Cosmic Power, there would be no change.

Power does as Power is directed . . . as Power MUST.

Think of this flow living inside You. Think of a coil of great silver-white Light moving fluid and ubiquitous throughout your every cell, your every thought, your every movement, even the movements which you believe to be stillness and vacancy.

How have you accumulated this Power? What is it for? What purpose might it serve on Its own, and how do You give Power Its greater identity?

Your Power has built You from a seed-thought. It sustains You. It creates your pathways and your challenges. The secrets of Your Power lies within the secrets of You. If you will know your Self, you will know your Power.

Go to the place inside Self that is Central. Be Quiet. Be Still. Be Open. Feel your Power there, how it shines, and how It struggles against Its restrictions. What does It want?

Power wants to Create. It wants to Sing loudly enough to be heard with the naked ear. It wants to explore places where It has not yet been. It wants to show You Its secrets and the secrets of Great All.

Power wants to be your Bannerman.

Yet . . . as Power MUST, It waits to be directed. Speak to Your Power. Give It tasks. Give Thanks for Its life-asserting magics. What Powers inside you want direction? What Powers wish to lead? 

Let Power show you the shadows, lights, and summations of What Is. 

  
  Guide Your Power and then let Power be Your Guide. 

Blessed Be This Day

This is a Direct Voice Communication from my Tribe, Spirit Elders who share their wisdoms with me from the other side of the veil.

     Archives: October 7 (II), 2017

For Discussion:  Go to the place inside Self that is Central. Be Quiet. Be Still. Be Open. Feel your Power there, how it shines, and how It struggles against Its restrictions. What does It want?

Power wants to Create. It wants to Sing loudly enough to be heard with the naked ear. It wants to explore places where It has not yet been. It wants to show You Its secrets and the secrets of Great All. What does your Power show you?

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FORCE

2017, ABILITY, CORE, FORCE, POWER

OCTOBER 7, 2017

By means of infringement, Force seeks to conquer that which is outside Its moral domain. Force is a focused effort of applying the personal Will or gathered Wills to the Will of another person, object, condition, or phenomenon. It is driven by Intention, but too often supported by the lugubrious and misdirected heart.

Even in cases where Force appears to be a necessary, as in polarized rescue . . . such as redirecting a danger-driven child, the mere gathering of the energies bends the Warp and Weave. It steps outside the boundaries, and of Itself, is something akin to Sorcery.

Its sister energy, Power, is a cleaner process. Elegant, and not so raw, Power is the nearly-internal and personal gathering of Kinetics for application to large efforts, including those efforts for which the less-aware consciousness will apply Force.

See the Avatar unfold as it expands and expends Its Power. The Gigantium of Its vibrations affects all vibrations within Its reach, bending the un-absorbed energies into Its frame of reference. It invites, coaxes, speaks directly to the Song of those who might enjoin . . .

Feel your personal Power. Survey the nest it has made within You. It is stable, sure, educated. Remember the times that you have used Force. Remember Its travel through Your plains and upthrusts; remember the jangle of Its after-dawning.

Power builds. Power unites. Power creates Its change while staying within Its moral boundaries. Feel your Power now. How can you use It today? Reserve Force for emergencies. Call it when your needs are sudden, spontaneous, and absolutely necessary. Force walks the same pathways, but Sings different Songs.

The World today is wild and warring, angry and part mad. Do not feed the madness by letting Force operate within you as an angry tool. Build and train your Personal Power. 

When needs for Force arrive, your Power will provide the base--therefore, make your Power as large and clean as possible. Make it the steady and educated center from which you draw energy, and the Force you do apply will work at Higher levels and for Higher means.

Study these differences. Use Force where necessary, but let Your Power guide.

Blessed Be This Day

This is a Direct Voice Communication from my Tribe, Spirit Elders who share their wisdoms with me from the other side of the veil.

     Archives: October 7, 2017

For Discussion:  In the last ten days, describe one time you used Power and one time that you used Force. Define the differences.

What was the outcome in using your Power? What was the outcome in using Force? What were the intentions behind each? Was there a trigger that caused you to use Force?

Think of ways where you deficiently use your Power. How can you build your Power, and simultaneously, your Self-Esteem? How will having more control of your personal Power help you to avoid using Force?

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